A good friend asked me how I was the other day.

I thought for a while to think of a good enough word to describe my feelings. Content is what I came up with. It seems so simple, yet perfect. For the first time in a while I feel like everything is just right. Nothing seems out of place. Its a sort of calm floating over my head. No serious worries. No sweaty panic. No sleepless nights. It's nice.

I know it won't last. Nothing ever does, right.
So I guess for now I'll enjoy it. Soak it in through my pores. Let it flow through my veins and settle in my bones. I'll be happy.

vomit

I want to do so much more than my circumstances allow me. I wish money was not an issue... For anyone.

I feel stuck. Static. Frustrated.

I want to fix all my problems, most of which are bigger than myself.

Love will never leave you, never. When you feel that it is missing, it is because you have walked away from love.

I wonder how much it would cost for Jason Mraz to follow me everywhere and sing to me.

The soundtrack of my life

home. Seems so close.



























yet so far away

My obsession with the show Dexter is slightly frightening.

I've watched 2.4 seasons in 5 days.......woosh.

I should probably get to bed, but it's just so darn good.

You should watch it. You really should.

EVERYTHING IS DYING - ALWAYS

ITS INEVITABLE /~~/ NO SCIENCE WILL STOP THIS

WE NEED IT. INTEGRAL. CIRCLE OF LIFE

DEAL WITH IT... BUT CAN WE REALLY EVER

YOU WONT EVER GET USED TO IT. NOPE. NEVER. DONT ARGUE.

I'LL WIN, YOU'LL DIE, I'LL DIE.

INTO THIN AIR. ASHES. SUFFOCATING. THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD ON US.

LOOK FORWARD TO IT. EMBRACE IT WITH OPEN ARMS. CAUSE IT'S COMING.

MAYBE IT WILL SURPRISE YOU. MAYBE YOU'LL SEE IT COMING.

WILL YOU DESERVE IT? WILL YOU NOT....

BUT DON'T WE ALL DESERVE IT. IF YOU THINK YOU DESERVE TO LIVE, THAN YOU MUST THINK YOU DESERVE TO DIE.

THIS IS WHAT LIFE IS

are you ready?

small world

small pleasures

hidden happiness

Back in the grind.

This time will be better, I hope.